(un)importance of ipseity(ies)

By Aimée Keeble

A rule of land- the borderlines that garrote and sizzle with an urgency of New World venom
And constitutional ghouls, scraps of pioneering war cries haunting the trees
but it’s alright because everything is so bright

A rodeo king can earn $10,000 a year
Carrying the red sun soft and shaky as a turkey’s wattle
Dip of the American dream in the ankle bones of his pony

We are because we are free

Do not tell me I am not a part of this

I like:
American cheese and meat engorged with government-regulated fulminations
Sky allowed to spill over its edges and the toxicity of meridional storms
The savagery of fresh fought over country delineations makes me drool; I am an easy lover and

America- Star-spangled sugar-white benzoid goddess half laughing at the war between her groin
Picking up little men between her talons- what tiny guns!

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Too Many Nouns

By SJ Mannion

I have recently become a


and a wife. 

In that order. 

Bear in mind, as I am now adding this to   daughter      sister

aunt        cousin


(and even sometimes lover     thief     bitch     liar).

Not to mention cook       servant       nurse                             jailor.

I could go on…

I myself am getting crowded out.  

There are too many nouns. 

Sand Cake

By Lisa Reily

My birthday cake drowns in the foam, its stick-candles
and pretty shells swept away by the sea. I watch

from my sandy fortress, legs splashed by the salty surge.
My father lovingly rebuilds the castle walls, stolen

by the endless pull of water. Pink spade in hand, he digs
the moat again and again, to capture each summer wave.

His eyes smile from his young face; his hair is crisp with salt.

Amid the sea’s tumble and whisk of cake ingredients,
I long to eat the brown sugar sand, and years later, in Greece,

I feel its gritty texture against my teeth: sesame halva.
I taste its sandy sweetness and remember

wet sand, a pink plastic spade, and my father;
he digs a moat around me and I am surrounded by water,

a deep channel that, now, he will never cross.

I Didn’t Feel Like A Girl

By Aimée Keeble

When I was a child I wanted to be a boy.

I didn’t want to be a girl who played sports. I wore blue instead of pink. I wanted my body to morph. I wanted a shocking metamorphosis. My mother let me keep my hair short, and I only wore boys clothing. One morning before school I stuffed a roll of socks down my pants and arranged it so it sat over my pubic bone. I felt invulnerable like I carried a pistol between my legs.

The girls in my class were hysterical. Why couldn’t they see I was a boy? They figured since they had known me since kindergarten they knew I was a girl. I just hid it well, I replied as they laughed at me, shrieking as they pushed me into the boys’ bathroom. What’s your name? They would leer, each day, just to check if things had changed. Jake, I would say, my name is Jake. 

I would sign all my classwork as Jake. My teachers said nothing. My parents said nothing. I was left with the quiet and gentle freedom of self-discovery unencumbered by time. 

I drew a lot; scribbled wolves, sharks, things with teeth. Everything I wanted to be was fanged. I was horrified by motherhood. Pop culture showed mothers to be women, once unbound to anything, then when they became pregnant, heavier and precious.  I imagined mothers to be always pink and slow moving, like beautiful and alien sea creatures who only knew fluidity and ate great chunks of love like it were watermelon.

I, on the other hand, wanted to tear at the world and crash into life like I was born in armor. Only boys and men were allowed to straddle a horse as if it were a woman. I did not want to be limited by what my body supposedly permitted. If women were perceived as the weaker sex I wanted to rally against pretty, against soft, against nice. I couldn’t understand why boys could be boys and I had to be better. So I played a boy and hacked at my hair and bared my teeth at anyone who said what a pretty girl.

Being in my body felt more than wrong, it felt accidental. As if I had tripped into the wrong wormhole and found myself in a parallel universe where everything was warped.

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The Love You Had For Boxing

By Anonymous

You had a purpose here, and you were keen to see it fulfilled. You wanted to become a trainer. I was the right height and size so you put all your enthusiasm onto me and it lit my life up.

The love you had for boxing was so pure, as if it was music, something that that had as much depth as any art form. I was having trouble talking at the time, so any means of expression was a blessing and in that sense we became a perfect match.

One time, as I’m warming up, you and Dad are having a conversation, and Dad references someone talking close to him- and you say: ‘Like a close talker, like in Seinfeld.’ And the skipping rope whipped my shins.

‘You know Seinfeld?’

‘Yeah, I love Seinfeld.’

The bridge between a trainer and a friend is very short, and made from sitcom quotes.

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To The Man Who Killed My Friend

By Aimée Keeble

In memory of Patrick Braxton-Andrew

This is a letter for El Chueco and his gang. For those who were there, and especially for the man who pulled the trigger.

First, I think of the mountains where you live – all treacherous like some hollowed out old moon, dirty with drug dust and blood. You seethe and broil in a landscape that is cartoonish. Forgive me. When I think of the Mexican desert I think of roadrunners and the ponderous skulls of cattle; I am not as well travelled as my friend – the man you killed.

Then I imagine your face and sometimes it is diamond shaped like a rattlesnake, sometimes it is vulpine like a desert dog. I want to hold the frame of your jaw in my hand and check your eyes, I want to know if callous is a color, if your pupils are a different shape because you are a killer? Perhaps they are lazy and staring, like all predatory animals’ eyes.

I wonder if you are short or tall. If you wear white because it throws back light. Maybe you wear a Sombrero or baseball hat. For whatever reason, I picture you in black trousers and high boots. Your clothes are grimy but not unclean; the canyon dust pollinates across your body as you work the valley’s crevices, as you bend your country to your will.

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Forbidden Love

By Louise Trocchi


I wish you had
welcomed wholeheartedly 
and a much closer 

No reason to
our true feelings

dangerously intense
a complex bombshell

but I see in your face
you missing me


By Aaron Menzel

You can watch plenty of movies

On a fourteen-hour flight.

Knock back a few Jack’n’cokes

(You’re sure these are free?)

As you drift off against your seatmate.


You could think.

And fourteen hours is a

Stupendous amount of time

For thoughts to ferment

to stagnate.

(What if there’s snow in Chicago?

The rental agency is closed?

Our bags are lost–

My suit is wrinkled.

They don’t blame me,

There’s no way I coulda known

Once More

By Gary Goodman

By Gary Goodman

I sat outside a café

the dog at my feet

as the sun moved behind a cloud

a thought came to me –

if someone told me I had an incurable disease

all I’d want is

to ask if I could hold you one more time

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